Gone for Holidays.
Would not be back so soon.

Karma seems to be coming so fast.
For all those shits I've did.
How i wish everything would go back to how it was in those days.
Then i would not have done anything stupid.
Who knows what will happen next this time.

4th Aug.
Went to school early in the morning for ER.
Got so much to catch up on.
First time playing basketball after so long..
Had a great workout that day though the muscle ache were terrible.
5th Aug.
It was my second birthday. (Chinese calendar)
Grandma cooked the traditional mee sua + egg for me as breakfast.
Skipped school and basically just rotted at home till evening time.
Left home to get something's done at midnight. =D
Headache came and found me last night.
Feel so paralyzed now. Fever's on the way too.
It has been so long since I caught all these stuff.
I hate it.

It feels so different from the past. =(

So many weird dreams since that day.
So many things are still left unsaid.
Feeling so groggy right now.
Hmm..

Woke up afraid again..

Made myself fail the FYP project.
Made people angry at me.
Made people disappointed in me.
Almost killed myself in a car accident on my birthday.
Blame it on myself.

当初还怕失去你因为他人，现在还怕失去你因为自己。
我想我真的真的很喜欢你

Was browsing through the funny old friendster while i couldn't sleep.
Looked at those comments and testimonial old classmates gave.
The " ahx, orhxx, buaixx" seems so funny now.
But old secondary school days seem so unforgettable.
Now practically everything & everyone changed.
In the end who still remember you?

Well, Sunday was just another regular day when I act like an idiot again.
Went over to Little India to get dim sum but it was jammed.
Headed to the bank but there was a bloody long queue.
Made Jamie waited 2 30 hrs.
Got to Changi Village, but couldn't get the dessert.
Headed to Airport to get Starbucks but i didn't know where is it.
Ended back up at ECP with coffee bean.
I must learn to be smarter next time. =(

Came across this by a friend long ago:
Never frown even when feeling down
Cause you never know who's in love with
your smile.
To the world, you may be one person.
To the one person, you may be the world.

My mind just went somewhere else.